I was at the mall yesterday with 2 of my church girls... and I was just walking around and I saw this one guys I knew from the past.  He was my friend's older brother, who I had the biggest crush on.  He was smart and good looking... and 10 years later, he was just dorky looking.  Who knows where he is in life, or what he has done in the past 10 years... It's weird how even 10 years make such a big difference in how we perceive things.  10 years is not a lot but for someone who has not even lived for 30 years, that's more than 1/3 of my life.  Wow... how times change things...

Office politics sucks.. and so does many other things in life.
I'm not placed on earth to please other people.  I'm here because God has put me here.  I work where I work because I have been placed there strategically by God.  I'm in my family for a reason.  I know this fact.  I just have a hard time accepting this right now.  I know God has a plan.  And everything is done for his purpose.  But why is it that my heart won't understand and accept it?

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